Joran's Journal - 20th Pass

Blue Planet Arrival – 20^th Pass

I think I’m in over my head. I just can’t let her know it. Her as in Pren – Pren and all of her blood-thirsty creatures. Some things just happen so fast. Just so fast. Like coming to this world. It’s called the “Blue Planet,” and it’s the home to the people known as the “humans.” I know these things because Golbez told me about it long ago. I never thought that I’d get to see his home planet. Nor the people of his mother’s linage.

I know so little – I have only had sparse opportunities to observe these people from afar. But I can feel. And I can sense their struggle. And I can not identify with the reasons that Pren’s people wish for the destruction of the humans. For though we are all separate in kind, we are in many ways very much the same at heart.

I know Golbez has arrived upon the Blue Planet. Just as I was warned that he would come. He seeks to regain Incrytan… but I cannot let him have it. It is an object that will only destroy him in the end… but he just can’t see it right now. I wonder how angry he is… I know how he can get when he’s upset. I wonder if he already knows that I was the one that stole Incrytan?

Will he understand why I did it…? I wonder what he will do next time we meet.

I wonder if I’ve done the right thing…

Light, I miss him.